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Updating my intro for 2025 since I'm trying to go through the snowflake challenge again. But hello to anyone who reads this, new and old!
My main fandom interests are video games, animanga, and books.
Gamewise, I like a lot, ranging from mobile games, visual novels, simulation and strategy games, and JRPG games. Twisted Wonderland is my main fandom and Deuce is my boy! Other games I'm playing right now include Honkai Star Rail, Baulder's Gate 3, and Rune Factory 4: Special. One of my New Year's Resolutions is to get through my gaming backlog. Hopefully, it goes well!
Anime and manga tend to be based on vibes and once again, I follow a variety. I finished the 2024 Ranma 1/2 series and I'm also hoping to get through Twilight Out of Focus next. Comics I'm catching up on include First Night with the Duke and I also keeping up with Regas among a few others.
Bookwise I finished The Picture of Dorian Gray. I'm also reading The Nightmare before Kissmas and I've signed up for Daily War and Peace. I read a lot of Fantasy, M/M romances, and whatever tickles my fancy.
I also like podcasts, though I haven't been listening too much recently. I'm trying The Left Right Game and I regularly listen to Dungeons and Daddies, Malovolent, and Bitcherton.
Fandom activity-wise, you can find my stuff on ao3. I don't mind chattering about fandom things, but I'm also pretty shy and much more active on bluesky and plurk! I also reblog on tumblr a little. I'm pretty shy on dreamwidth and a bit forgetful, but I don't mind being hit up. I also rp once ing a while when the bug bites me, but I'm not in games right now.
Also, I'm pretty ship and let ship and expect people to treat me and others the same way. No bad attitudes here!
But otherwise I don't have much to say, other than thank you for reading!
Feeling like crap as I type this but different things this year:
-I got a letterbox'd account in April and I've been making a point to watch at least one one movie a week when possible. I also went an added a bunch of movies off a few "movies you must watch" lists though I'm not following that strictly. I've been having a lot of un though.
-A friend got me into Kamen Rider and I'm finishing up my third series for it, Blade. I also watched Fourze and Wizard and I'm currently following Zeztz. It's been a lot of fun! It's nice to experience a new genre. I believe I'm going to be watching a Super Sentai show next, so that will be a fun change up.
-I'm reading so much more too. I still keep up with my 15 minutes or so at night, but I've also been doing War and Peace almost everyday and I try to keep an ebook on my phone to read when I'm stuck somewhere with nothing else to do.
-Gave up FFXIV for now. It gave me some good times, but the fandom is draining.
-I've been a very productive writer this year when it comes to fanfiction even though I don't feel very confident sometimes.
-Been doing my workouts in the early morning around 5:40 since I'm awake against my will anyways. It sucks, but it's also really nice to not have to workout after work. I hope to continue to be consistent in the new year.
-Some big changes at work which I won't get into, but I'm holding on for now.
Goals and Hopes for 2026
-Continue to work on my fitness and health. It's only getting more important as I get older.
-Get back to writing fanfic now that the holidays are drawing to a close. Maybe even finish a series.
-Maybe go see a show or something. I dunno. I don't actually dream that big.
-I got a letterbox'd account in April and I've been making a point to watch at least one one movie a week when possible. I also went an added a bunch of movies off a few "movies you must watch" lists though I'm not following that strictly. I've been having a lot of un though.
-A friend got me into Kamen Rider and I'm finishing up my third series for it, Blade. I also watched Fourze and Wizard and I'm currently following Zeztz. It's been a lot of fun! It's nice to experience a new genre. I believe I'm going to be watching a Super Sentai show next, so that will be a fun change up.
-I'm reading so much more too. I still keep up with my 15 minutes or so at night, but I've also been doing War and Peace almost everyday and I try to keep an ebook on my phone to read when I'm stuck somewhere with nothing else to do.
-Gave up FFXIV for now. It gave me some good times, but the fandom is draining.
-I've been a very productive writer this year when it comes to fanfiction even though I don't feel very confident sometimes.
-Been doing my workouts in the early morning around 5:40 since I'm awake against my will anyways. It sucks, but it's also really nice to not have to workout after work. I hope to continue to be consistent in the new year.
-Some big changes at work which I won't get into, but I'm holding on for now.
Goals and Hopes for 2026
-Continue to work on my fitness and health. It's only getting more important as I get older.
-Get back to writing fanfic now that the holidays are drawing to a close. Maybe even finish a series.
-Maybe go see a show or something. I dunno. I don't actually dream that big.
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Dec. 28th, 2025 07:34 am
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Twst fic idea centered around Bluebeard Wives. Possibilities:
-A ghost story involving the spirit of Bluebeard. I haven't written one in a while.
-Bluebeard Au. One of the boys marries mysterious husband with a dark secret. Depending on the tone and the endgame, this could either be the usual wife killing secret, or it could be a much sillier secret.
-Instead of wives, it could be the case of Bluebeard's apprentices. Or personal assistants
I will have to think more about this at work.
-A ghost story involving the spirit of Bluebeard. I haven't written one in a while.
-Bluebeard Au. One of the boys marries mysterious husband with a dark secret. Depending on the tone and the endgame, this could either be the usual wife killing secret, or it could be a much sillier secret.
-Instead of wives, it could be the case of Bluebeard's apprentices. Or personal assistants
I will have to think more about this at work.
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Nov. 22nd, 2025 07:32 pm
Dealer, a Twisted Wonderland Drabble
Title: Dealer
Characters/Pairing: Ace/Deuce
Prompt: Dealer
Warnings: Ace picking on Deuce about his hot mom.
Notes: None
Summary: Ace met Deuce's mom and decides to tease him.
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/70696601/chapters/194857541
Characters/Pairing: Ace/Deuce
Prompt: Dealer
Warnings: Ace picking on Deuce about his hot mom.
Notes: None
Summary: Ace met Deuce's mom and decides to tease him.
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/70696601/chapters/194857541
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Nov. 20th, 2025 02:38 pm
Seperate, A Twisted Wonderland Drabble
Title: Seperate
Characters/Pairing: Azul/Deuce
Warnings: A suggestive line at the end, but nothing major
Notes: None
Summary: Jade and Floyd find out about Azul's new relationship.
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/70696601/chapters/194529961
Characters/Pairing: Azul/Deuce
Warnings: A suggestive line at the end, but nothing major
Notes: None
Summary: Jade and Floyd find out about Azul's new relationship.
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/70696601/chapters/194529961
Title: A Covert Operation, chapter 1
Characters/Pairing: Ace/Deuce
Warnings: Eventual Smut, but not until chapter 3. This chapter is just Ace thinking about Deuce's muscles
Notes: Inspired by how buff Deuce is in his Liongarb card
Summary: A conversation about Deuce's muscles inspires Ace to do a little investigation.
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/74258526/chapters/193799686
Characters/Pairing: Ace/Deuce
Warnings: Eventual Smut, but not until chapter 3. This chapter is just Ace thinking about Deuce's muscles
Notes: Inspired by how buff Deuce is in his Liongarb card
Summary: A conversation about Deuce's muscles inspires Ace to do a little investigation.
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/74258526/chapters/193799686
Title: Feral States, Chapter 1
Characters/Pairing: Jade/Deuce
Warnings: Noncon, Mating Cycles, Interspecies sex, Anal sex, Hand jobs, Imprinting, Bondage, Water Sex, Near Drowning (seriously read all the tags
Notes: Posting something a little out of my comfort zone
Summary: Deuce visits the lake for a homework assignment and runs into Jade Leech at the wrong time.
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/74072306/chapters/193249456
Characters/Pairing: Jade/Deuce
Warnings: Noncon, Mating Cycles, Interspecies sex, Anal sex, Hand jobs, Imprinting, Bondage, Water Sex, Near Drowning (seriously read all the tags
Notes: Posting something a little out of my comfort zone
Summary: Deuce visits the lake for a homework assignment and runs into Jade Leech at the wrong time.
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/74072306/chapters/193249456
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Title: All Plans Come Unraveled, chapter 17
Characters/Pairing: Floyd/Deuce
Warnings: Some action, but nothing worrying.
Notes: None
Summary: The plan goes wrong
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/53967079/chapters/192947556
Characters/Pairing: Floyd/Deuce
Warnings: Some action, but nothing worrying.
Notes: None
Summary: The plan goes wrong
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/53967079/chapters/192947556
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Title: All Plans Come Unraveled, chapter 16
Characters/Pairing: Floyd/Deuce
Warnings: None really
Notes: None
Summary: Ace and Floyd talk
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/53967079/chapters/136607800
Characters/Pairing: Floyd/Deuce
Warnings: None really
Notes: None
Summary: Ace and Floyd talk
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/53967079/chapters/136607800
Oct. 31st, 2025 09:14 pm
Doubt, an Ace/Deuce Drabble
Title: Doubt
Characters/Pairing: Ace/Deuce
Prompt: Doubt
Warnings: Typical Adeuce nonsense and a smooch
Notes: None
Summary: Deuce always gives into Ace despite knowing better.
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/70696601/chapters/191523236
Characters/Pairing: Ace/Deuce
Prompt: Doubt
Warnings: Typical Adeuce nonsense and a smooch
Notes: None
Summary: Deuce always gives into Ace despite knowing better.
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/70696601/chapters/191523236
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Oct. 22nd, 2025 07:10 pm
Oven, A Floyd/Deuce Drabble
Title: Oven
Characters/Pairing: Floyd/Deuce
Prompt: Oven
Warnings: Just some snuggling
Notes: None
Summary: Deuce being the clingy one for a change
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/70696601/chapters/190068821
Characters/Pairing: Floyd/Deuce
Prompt: Oven
Warnings: Just some snuggling
Notes: None
Summary: Deuce being the clingy one for a change
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/70696601/chapters/190068821
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Oct. 15th, 2025 01:17 pm
Live Action Shows: 1670
Having finished season 2 of this, I'll have to say this is one of the most stupid and fun shows I've watched. But the ending was so heartfelt, and I love how Stanislaw and Zofia were really the characters who laid it out. Especially Stanislaw's final dialogue with Jan Pawel. Recognizing how badly how three kids have been treated in this household in different ways and realizing that he can break the cycle. Like his dad, his not bright, but unlike him, Stanislaw is aware.
I'm hopeful for a third season, though I can tell they made sure to wrap up loose ends in case they didn't. But I want to see a little happier closure for Zofia and Jan Pawel now that their children have all left.
I'm hopeful for a third season, though I can tell they made sure to wrap up loose ends in case they didn't. But I want to see a little happier closure for Zofia and Jan Pawel now that their children have all left.
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Oct. 15th, 2025 12:44 pm
Games-The House in Fata Morgana
Finished playing this game and I enjoyed it overall. A brutal, traumatic, and moving story that puts you through the wringer and goes in interesting directions. Also proof that a good vn really doesn't need a voice cast (and honestly, I think it would have worked against what the game is doing.)
( more thoughts under the cut and some spoilers )
( more thoughts under the cut and some spoilers )
Sep. 11th, 2025 07:35 pm
Touch, A Floyd/Deuce Drabble
Title: Touch
Characters/Pairing: Floyd/Deuce
Prompt: Touch
Warnings: None
Notes: None
Summary: Floyd's being annoying like usual.
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/70696601/chapters/183752711
Characters/Pairing: Floyd/Deuce
Prompt: Touch
Warnings: None
Notes: None
Summary: Floyd's being annoying like usual.
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/70696601/chapters/183752711
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Aug. 24th, 2025 06:56 pm
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I'm in that "wow I hate my writing" stage of editing a chapter and also that "I really should learn how to outline things, because I have no idea what I'm supposed to write after this point."
As Ian Malcom once said I was so busy thinking that I could, that I didn't stop to think if I should.
Some of this might just be the stress of summer and the coming fall wearing me out along with all the body pains I'm experiencing. (Possibly PMS too I can never rule that out.)
As Ian Malcom once said I was so busy thinking that I could, that I didn't stop to think if I should.
Some of this might just be the stress of summer and the coming fall wearing me out along with all the body pains I'm experiencing. (Possibly PMS too I can never rule that out.)
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Aug. 13th, 2025 08:49 pm
Games-Paradise
Finished playing Paradise by Pil/Slash, and damn, that was a game that went places. Sometimes it verged on having a few too many squicks (I can tolerate things to an extent.)
( cut for slight spoilers )
( cut for slight spoilers )
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Started playing the VN Paradise and I'm pretty hooked. The premise of "Island Vacation gone terribly wrong," isn't the rarest idea, but the way it's playing out is interesting. And Azuma's mental state is a little too real for me at points. I'm not too far yet, but I'm intrigued. I snagged some vns because my dominant hand is bothering me so gaming has to be light.
This is hitting the spot.
I also have Vampire Therapist to play next, so that will be fun.
This is hitting the spot.
I also have Vampire Therapist to play next, so that will be fun.
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Title: The friends we meet along the way
Fandom: Twisted Wonderland
Pairing/Characters: Malleus/Deuce
Rating: T
Notes/Warnings: Done for ficwips 5k AU discord Challenge
Summary: While on a quest to slay a dragon and save his mother, Deuce Spade meets a stranger on the road.
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/68647301
Fandom: Twisted Wonderland
Pairing/Characters: Malleus/Deuce
Rating: T
Notes/Warnings: Done for ficwips 5k AU discord Challenge
Summary: While on a quest to slay a dragon and save his mother, Deuce Spade meets a stranger on the road.
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/68647301
Jul. 30th, 2025 08:52 pm
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That moment when you decide you want to try to do something like developing a drawing habit, and your wrist decides to start hurting :/
I guess it's vn time. I snagged Vampire Therapist and Paradise, but I'm also going to get caught up on twst. Admittedly, I'm getting twst'd out a little since I read a bunch of volumes of the manga I'm reading the light novel for hearts, so I'm hoping for a break (not from fandom/fanfiction though.)
Also started watching Gundam Wing. I think I tried years ago and never got far, but new content left me curious and it had such an impact on western fandom back in the day that I want to see it for that reason alone. I'm also still catching up on Vinland Saga and Too Perfect Saint.
And right now I'm going through Kamen Rider Wizard which is a lot of fun. Fights look good and everyone is so stylish.
Reading wise, still in the War and Peace trenches. Like I mentioned, I'm also reading the Heartslabyul manga. And I'm reading the Virgin Crown by M.A. Wellons.
Manga and Webcomic wise, I'm keeping up with Senza Replica and started Monochrome Rumor. Have a few others to finish. I need to start making a schedule for checking in here and posting.
I guess it's vn time. I snagged Vampire Therapist and Paradise, but I'm also going to get caught up on twst. Admittedly, I'm getting twst'd out a little since I read a bunch of volumes of the manga I'm reading the light novel for hearts, so I'm hoping for a break (not from fandom/fanfiction though.)
Also started watching Gundam Wing. I think I tried years ago and never got far, but new content left me curious and it had such an impact on western fandom back in the day that I want to see it for that reason alone. I'm also still catching up on Vinland Saga and Too Perfect Saint.
And right now I'm going through Kamen Rider Wizard which is a lot of fun. Fights look good and everyone is so stylish.
Reading wise, still in the War and Peace trenches. Like I mentioned, I'm also reading the Heartslabyul manga. And I'm reading the Virgin Crown by M.A. Wellons.
Manga and Webcomic wise, I'm keeping up with Senza Replica and started Monochrome Rumor. Have a few others to finish. I need to start making a schedule for checking in here and posting.
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Jul. 5th, 2025 10:18 pm
Caress, a Malleus x Deuce drabble
Fandom: Twisted Wonderland
Pairing/Characters: Malleus x Deuce
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Notes: written for ficwip's drabble challenge on discord. Prompt: Shadow
Summary: Deuce wakes up to a visitor
Link: Link
Pairing/Characters: Malleus x Deuce
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Notes: written for ficwip's drabble challenge on discord. Prompt: Shadow
Summary: Deuce wakes up to a visitor
Link: Link
Still going through Jack's dream stuff at this point, but initial thoughts.
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